Monday, June 18, 2007

Fool of anticipation

Welcome Monday! Trying a positive approach towards this day… haha.

I had the most unbearable 2 theory lessons on Friday. The instructors were too much of a joker to remain compose. The 1st lesson was still okay, I could manage to keep my amusement within a smile. The 2nd lesson totally killed me, I laughed and I couldn’t stop in time before the another hilarious comment. Since I was alone, I looked absurd laughing for too long.. so I tried to shorten my laughs, that was terrible.

After the lessons, we did a short picnic with my family at Kranji Reservoir. Daddy has always like the outdoors. Although I dread going into the green at night, I went for Daddy. I’m scared of frogs and lizards… very scared.


We had good food prepared by Jan, enoch and the bros. Fried stuff always taste good… Hus also joined us, he came so that he can take me home mah. So nice right?

Saturday, no rollerblading for me. The day started wet and cold. I did retail therapy… the serious kind. Bought 5 tops and a skirt, the damage wasn’t too much since it was the GSS before the GST hike… I spent $104 in total for the 6 items above… it’ll sure sound too much to Hus, maybe any men. It spells $104 on ONE SATURDAY, while ladies see it $104 on 6 items…Great BUY!!! I appreciate our differences still.



the same thing but in the royal purple... the satin touch totally brings out the royalty of the colour i like the white across the deep blue top... like a sailor girl.super plunging neck-line for my inadequately humble bustline... but i like it!


I dint eat during the shopping trip so 104 is kept at 104… I met Hus for dinner at suntec… Pepper Lunch, I brought Hus there bcos I like the food there. He liked it too, haha. Maybe we can have less Sushi with this new liking… hee hee

We talked abt baby plans during dinner. Initially he said he was ready, then he continued saying the house is not in place and his business is just picking up… Essentially, he’s saying we’re not ready.

I was a little disappointed because I’m afraid the wait would be really very long. If I only get pregnant after I finished my course in microbiology, it’ll be 1 yr and 10 mths later, and another 9 months of pregnancy. It’s 2.5 yrs from now. Hus will be 31 yrs old and I 27. I hope to stop giving birth by 30; so we might not have a 2nd kid, if it goes as planned.

I dint reveal my disappointment, I took some time alone to adjust to the revelation. I thought through this “I asked because I was unclear of the previous answers, Hus had given me his… so… now at least I know” I went home and clean the house. Just a distraction for myself… I decided to put it behind and move on to something else I should spend my time on. I should start training up, lose weight and get fit for preparation of technical diving maybe… to look better, for good skin and sleep better. WHATEVER!

Yet, I felt a tinge of hurt (from what, I dunno) when Hus got home from work. I needed more time to adjust I guessed. We slept late watching the Taiwanese Variety again…

Woke up to another wet day, we missed church service. Wet weather and lethargy were bad combi.

After Hus went out for work, I stayed at home to blog and play piano. I wasn’t feeling good inside out… a bit of melancholy from Hus’ answer and the gloomy weather.

By 3pm, I was getting ready to meet Hus for a R21 movie… It’s hus’ eye candy, Rainie Yang’s film-Spider Lilies. By then I’ve gotten over my discomfort. All ready to dress up and meet my hottest date, bestest friend/dive buddy again.

The show is basically trying to illustrate a few reasons why people became homosexuals. Hus dint like the show but it’s comforting to have Rainie right in front of his eyes for a good 2 hrs… in many scenes skimpily dressed. As for me, I still think homosexuality is a choice. I find it very awkward to be accommodating them.

Then we had dinner with FIL and BIL and SIL(to-be)… It’s Fathers’ Day mah… We had western dinner in a restaurant named “the ship” at Shaw Centre. FIL sounded really lonely. Sometimes I feel bad not to quickly promote him to become granddad, but we have our constraints. I dunno how to make him feel less lonely; I hope he’ll be happier after moving into BIL’s new house. We can’t house him cos we have a small house and so many things at home. Sigh… this sure sound like excuses.

Hus and I are people who need our spaces very much. So we dun share most of our storage spaces… we’re very clear of our boundaries. I have my table, shelf, wardrobe and the side of the bed; he has his too.

Thought of the blog:
(i) Foot purmice works well. Soak feet in warm water for at least 20min, then rub the coarse, rough skin with purmice to remove the dead skin.

(ii) You’ll get lonely when you’re older no matter how much you like to be alone when you’re younger. No man is an island. If not, God wouldn’t have made Eve.

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