I’m tired and sleepy again. Last week I was like that because I had to rush to BBDC for driving lessons everyday after work. Although everything is over now, I’m still tired. *scratch head*
Having pass the driving test, I’m overjoyed. But the scariest time is actually now, I feel almost close to living dead man. I’ve nothing to look forward to, no mission to accomplish. Now, I dunno why I look forward to knocking off work. There’s still a long time bfor Hus gets home from the time I knock off, and I dunno why should I be looking forward to Hus’ return even. He rarely wants anything to do with me.
Then I detest waking up in the morning for another day of work… duh! I’m really quite bored.
I know I should be reading abt technical diving, but bcos I dunno when Hus will take me diving again, I dun feel the need to be reading this early. Especially when I’m so scared that he’ll procrastinate as usual, the stuff that I’ve read might never be useful bfor my brain let the knowledge go naturally.
Sigh… I’m sure there’s more to life than routine.
Having pass the driving test, I’m overjoyed. But the scariest time is actually now, I feel almost close to living dead man. I’ve nothing to look forward to, no mission to accomplish. Now, I dunno why I look forward to knocking off work. There’s still a long time bfor Hus gets home from the time I knock off, and I dunno why should I be looking forward to Hus’ return even. He rarely wants anything to do with me.
Then I detest waking up in the morning for another day of work… duh! I’m really quite bored.
I know I should be reading abt technical diving, but bcos I dunno when Hus will take me diving again, I dun feel the need to be reading this early. Especially when I’m so scared that he’ll procrastinate as usual, the stuff that I’ve read might never be useful bfor my brain let the knowledge go naturally.
Sigh… I’m sure there’s more to life than routine.
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