Little Kay has been quite difficult this week, she woke up crying loudly for comfort feed 3 times last night. Ain't we over this? maybe because i've been quite difficult too. I'm trying to make her like packet cow's milk. She is taking it slightly better than soy or milk formula. Sometimes I wonder have I been too hard on her or I haven been firm enough hence we're always neither here nor there.
This is a mission to get myself off breastfeeding. I dun mind expressing for her, but she doesn't even like my milk in another medium. Haha. Sigh. I secretly hope that she can give me more space by giving me up, like what everyone says, she's sticky bcos she smell u and need to be smelling u all the time. I feel enslaved to her sometimes. She can crawl and now walking with support but she wouldn't follow me anywhere on feet or hands and knees. She will cry and scream when I'm out of sight. And her screams are very threatening; loud, screechy, pitchy and she can do it up to 2 hrs. Hus tried her best, not me... *kowtou*
I hope she'll get sick of breastfeeding after she walks, starts following me around instead of bossing me around. She seems to be improving on this. She's trying to stand without support. Momentarily standing on her own makes her super happy with herself. I hope I can start enjoying her. I must say it's already getting better on the whole. (not counting the bad days)
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