I woke up feeling upset today. I dreamt that I returned to work, I dunno in what firm and what job. In the dream, i'm happy to be employed.
I woke up to reality, i'm woke up to a million tasks. Repetitions of chores. I was disappointed that I dint wake up any earlier to make jan breakfast. I got a little frustrated when Thad pee-ed in his pants when I just asked if he needs to pee, he said no. I dun feel happy abt having to repeatedly pack Thad's toys everyday even though I was the one that made him play with them.
But I also see the benefits staying home with them. I'm in a super dilemma.
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I really understand how your feeling. I wish it wasnt so hard and stressful and repetitious at times. I can't say it gets easier as they get older as I have a 3 month old a 3 year old and a 4 year old. But when they get older they can use the bathroom by them selfs and learn to pick up their toys all on their own.. It's just getting them to pick up after them self that becomes the issue :)
It gets easier and harder all at the same time.
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