8th july: I woke up at 6:20am to take blood pressure. The excessive lying down is giving me scratchy back. I woke up feeling pain at operation site, not sure if it's interior or exterior, and i'm feeling the catheter.
I dun like catheterisation, at least I hate it when I can feel it (not during anesthesia). I can't sit properly when I have that thing sticking up "there".
My abdominal feels super weak, which is totally normal when your muscles are cut, snipped and sewn just to let your little wombian out. I used to have nice abs then I destroyed it by eating, though it wasn't nice and fit, it was still very strong.
Then it was cut to let Thad out... I rebuilt it to strong enough for motherhood, with the help of lifting my boy 9 months ago. Then I allow the 2nd wombian to grow, stretched and expanded... Now collapsed! I hope to rebuild my abs again for motherhood and to look good this time round; this is to be a wife, not too flabby.
It's now 7.30am, I'm waiting to be served medicine to get rid of the pain. I still haven eat anything since 10pm the previous night, 6th july... Amazing me.
I'm also waiting for the catheter to be removed so that I can sit properly and go to the loo and brush my teeth. The next thing I'm looking forward to is... Holding Kayla and breast feed her.
Little Drey in God's Masterplan
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