I figured out what am i so tired, I've been so busy with the new house and proficiency testing is happening concurrently. I've been keeping track of the growth for a week. Had to be very very careful as i'd performed well previously so i hope to keep up. Especially when now my co. has decided to groom me to be a microbiologist and David Fell(boss's boss's boss's) keep introducing me as THE MICROBIOLOGIST for apac. Stressed by the title definately.
Mishap!!! My results showing on the culture plate aint making much sense. The greater dilution the higher the counts(it should be the reverse), I kind of crack my brain to think of a way to report it... leaving 2.3millions of brain cells dead.
Our marriage is working well, if you guys are wondering. Well, we start to have a bit of disagreements and frustrations already. Only after 2 yrs of being together... (we started dating on 30th April 2005) that's nice to know. We've been really polite and accomodating(in the ideal world, people try to compromise...)
This account is probably more for me. I just want to write down some things in case i forget abt them next time.
Hus has tried to be nice to me, it's more apparent now that we've moved out. He tried to stay with me while i do the household chores. He tries not to mess up the house but he usually still do.
I still get frustrated sometimes. Cos i'm a neat freak. I prefer things to be organised. Things are kept as close to where they are needed so that there's no need to look high and low, hence messing up more things. Hus and I like things to be clean, hus prefer it to be neat to convenience. He probably won't go out of way to get that in place. As for me, my defination of getting out of way has a bigger tolerance.
Hus TV addiction sometimes disturbs me. For example, he can complain abt the house lacking in necessity but he wouldn't go out to do grocery because he's lazy. But he can drive to somewhere to buy antena and amplifier cables on separate occasion. He can go home sit there without changing out of his jeans, and not showered watching some lousy shows on TV loudly. and he channel surfs... maybe most guys do that and some girls too. I just get really irritated by it. It feels like there's no consideration for people who are watching with him, so i dun let him do that with others around. It just feel rude.
He has a biggest bundle of keys anyone could ever have, and he leaves them on the glass diner almost awaiting for more scratches on it. I blamed it on his absent-mindedness.. He leaves cold cups on the floor where the condensation might spoil the laminates as we were told to keep it really dry most of the time.
He leaves switches on for convenience and doesn't wipe the table after use. These are what that i dun really like, i'm sure he has his list. I haven hear from him; i wouldn't mind him to open this up with me. But some things i really appreciate abt him.
He cleans the toilet and has low tolerance for dirty toilets. He makes little/no sound when he does things. He feels bad when he upsets me(but sometimes he pretends not to know), he's considerate to the neighbours and the neighbourhood. He tries to do the chores that he knows so that i can take care of those he's less adequate in. He tries to talk to me before we fall asleep, but he usually fall asleep first...(Anyway, Justin once told me he can be the kind of guy who watches over her gf/wife to fall asleep before him. I had never mention to him abt Hus always falls asleep very fast, ok? I thought the way he packaged himself was very sellable.) Above all, these made me feel that he loves me. (Guys sure know how to make you feel that way without having really felt that way actually, so it can be deceptive. haha)
Anyway, when he does what he does, it makes my long day sweeter.
1 comment:
Darling...
Jesus & I love you so much. I'm glad u r enjoying yrself tho it's stress levels around the world nowadays. Do not be overwhelmed, and be still. For HE is God...
Rem to avoid all evil thoughts and desires and distractions.
For the bible says, Guard your heart, for it is the well spring of Life...
May yr life & marriage continue to be a blessing to others around... Huggies~!
P.S: Can't wait to c yr braces~!
(^_^)/
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