Friday, April 13, 2007

I miss mummy & daddy


I miss daddy and mummy today. I dunno why, maybe i felt bullied last evening. I had been spending so much time with fil that i feel a little guilty about not doing the same to my folks too. Fil is a lonely man, he tried to talk to me every evening when we are together. He has re-told many of the stories already but i think he really loves to talk to me. maybe because i'm the only person who still listens to him. Bil and Hus has already stop listening to him then listening has been shared unfairly by us.
Hus is even worse, he hardly has any patience for his genome whom he
calls "old man". He switches off his ears upon detection of his sound assuming that it will be some old tales or trying to educate him again.
Hus had a bad day at work, so i packed the diving stuff for him. Minimal though; cos i got a feeling that he'll still redo it since he dun really trust pple with packing.
I did expect a surprise that he might not touch the things i've packed and just add on the rest. NOT SURPRISE! He still unpack and repack... that offended me. I thought he is just like his dad. What other pple does is usually not reliable. When i pack, Hus MUST touch here and there. When i hang clothings for FIL, he too must adjust the clothings again...
But i haven show my little anger though, it's too much effort to get angry and we could really end up quarrelling on his bad day... i really dun like that.
Whatever... I'm going diving with my lovely brothers...


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