I'm dying to blog since work started this morning, since it's a new account. The user-friendliness abt this is totally attractive.
I haven let anyone know about this new address. Still thinking about whether i should let anyone know, esp Mr Goh. I wanna let out some of my anger somewhere, so i thought this might be it...
I've been married for 3 months now, feels like a long time though. If i've gotten bored abt this whole new status? I'm not sure, but life feels mundane totally. I've been blessed with an office hrs job. Starts work on time and ends on time. 5 day work week...
Hus works is in service-retail line, our free time differs. Once in a while when his free time coincide with mine, but i'm not given priority to his free time... that sometimes pissed me off. I feel lonely sometimes with him always not by my side. I could understand why some women side-tracked... Hus gave me the freedom to go out with almost anyone since he couldn't keep me accompany most of the time, guys around often take the opportunity to make me feel really bitter abt my "dry" marriage. That makes me feel really terrible.
I often reason to myself that it's for me and us that Hus is working in this kind of crappy timings... i get by with that most of the times...
I love my hus sometimes, likes him most of the time. The difference? Mainly is, when i dun see him as my hus, he's an adorable man. I like his sense of responsibility, his sincerity, his filth, his charisma, his generousity, etc... He plays more than one role in my life. Other than the hus one, i enjoyed the rests... so i have to constantly remind myself, "he's a friend", an "instructor", a "lover"
Try this girls, if you can't love your HIM sometimes, see him in the other roles... it might help.
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